three weeks.....

so it hit me the other day that i have a little more then three weeks untill i set sail for a new adventure! that thought stopped me in my tracks. am i ready to go... thats an interesting question i think, and heres why.
1. in my mind i have been in this process for so long its hard to believe its finally happening( minus the fact that my bank account went down when i bought my plan ticket)
2. have i packed? nope. have i thought about packing? yup. will i start packing anytime soon? probibly not. heres why, in many ways it overwhelms me! seriously how do you pack for two years? other than clothes what do you pack? how much do you send over and what of all the crap i have aquired over the past 25 odd years do i send over? whats most important to me? what, for example, do i do with all of my paper work from the past 5 years. they tell you your suppose to keep it but really i dont think i will be needing it (unless God forbide i get audited in the next two years)
3. am i excited? heck yeah! i mean really whats there not to be excited about? i am moving to germany, i get to work with teenagers... really i see no down side to this at the moment. that doesnt however mean that at times i have doubts. i think i am scared of this move. i know i am doing what God wants me to be doing, its the whole stepping out in faith thing that has me a little scared.
4. is three weeks going to fly by? lets hope not casue i have way to much to do in the next couple of weeks! too many people to see and too many things that need done!

so all in all in answer to the question am i ready? the answer for now is im getting there.